On here I will have videos of Chayton, our family, people I have talked to and much much more hopefully.


First video here is of Chayton. This is minuets after they took him out of me and had him up in the NICU. Justin was taping him while they sewed me up. He took the video to show me he was breathing and alive. the first time I saw it  it made me unbelieveabky happy. But when we got the call the next morning from the nicu saying he culdnt breathe on his own and couldnt use the ventilator they had, it would be one of the scariest to us. The doctors in Boston said this video was of him trying to breather and not being able to, he was in distress. Its funny how something that at one point could make you so happy, could in the next scare you to death.